12:25 a.m. - October 10, 2009
gemma4
Dear Gemma
These are the type of enties i love, off the cuff, i have no idea what i wanna say and i'm sure it'll come to me once i start, my mind is so full of random shite sometimes, like, have you ever looked at a dog, i mean really look at a dog and think, whats the point of it, they are funny looking things, whats the purpose of them, will dogs ever be extinct, i wish i had my wee bobby here, i miss the wee man sometimes when i'm on my own although i miss dylan more, you never met dylan, he was a fat hair old needy cat who knew all my problems. I've taking to talking to myself, its comforting.
i just found a tenner down my bra, i put it there this morning and i wondered what was irritating my nipple all day.
I'm smoking my last fag, none for the morning, thats annoying.
i have cows, severe cows tonight, Think i'll make myself a wee coffee woth some lovely coffee mate.
I think someone next door is hoovering, Do they know its half twelve at night?? Idiots.
I need to tire myself out before i go to bed, it takes me ages to fall asleep, its so quiet, no one snoring in my ear lol.
Need to get time to sit and read my dan brown book, might get a couple of chapters in before i go to sleep, that'll tire me out, i got my other pendragon book only to realise i'm the one before missing, how annoying. I think i smell a wee bit, i dont normally sweat but we did alot of lifting tonight and i did actuallly break a sweat. Not had a chance to watch any more buffy but i'm doing very little late nights next week so i should get some time then. I dont look forward to finishing early, these shifts are ace cause i have a lie in, then go to work then its bed time, My god, i cant believe you've only been gone a week, its like ages, been a quick week though i must admitt. I hope the next 16 go by just as quick.
Its like forever. I miss you more than i ever thought possible.
I really adore you my beautiful, your so perfect, i cant wait to spend forever with you. Anyhoo, i'm going to wrap up for the the night and get to bed. I love you Gemma, i'll always love you.
kxxx
