3:47 p.m. - October 05, 2009
for gemma 3
Ok, So i feel a bit more sane the now.
Kerry generally takes my mind of things.
My soup is dead good and seeing as its the only bloody thing i can eat, i'm glad.
Going to see your family on Sunday for dinner, thats nice, and we're going to organise a wee car boot sale in a few weeks.
I need to move my arse. I'm smoking way too much and i cant really afford to do that.
This is crazy. i'm so in love with you, like real proper love, and i cant feel you, i miss your warmth, i slept in my clothes last night, fucking freezing and i put the heating on in the livingroom for the first time.
Applied for several jobs last night, bit of a problem cause i forgott to change my details on my cv and they will be calling my old phone or Fionas house, what an idiot.
Ok i'm ranting now, dont even know if you'll get a chance to read this.
I love you Gemma, more than ever.
k
